Yesterday,
I told you I had a lot of cousins. I
do. And I'm close to most all of
them. Even my 3rd, 4th, and 5th ones.
But
one of them is extra special to me.
She's one of the few family members I have from my dad's side. And after knowing her my entire life, in the
last 6 years she's become more than family to me. She's become one of my very best friends.
And
she's leaving me tomorrow.
She
has found her dream job and dream man in another state. And she's moving away. I can't fathom trying to say goodbye in person. So here goes nothing...
Dearest
Cousin:
The
past six years have been so much fun. All
the therapy sessions; all the shopping; all the trips, and lastly (and most
importantly) all the concerts.
All. The.
Concerts. (I lost count after a
dozen. I almost posted pictures from them all, but that would take several...several...several blog posts.)
We
could probably buy a new car for all the money we've spent on concert tickets. But I wouldn't trade it.
You
have become like a second big sister to me.
You have become a confidante for me, a counselor, and a best friend.
I
am so very, very proud of you. To see
all that you've been through and how you've handled it is an testimony your strength and God's grace.
From
our countless trips to see Jason, to our adventures to visit Trackpants, to stuffing
dozens of bags for the Ladies conference, to our Family Feasts... you have
given me memories that I will cherish forever.
I will miss you more than I can ever actually voice. Driving by your little white house and
knowing you're not just a 10 minute trip away will make me so sad. But I can't wait to see what God has in store
for you. I can't wait for all the
shopping at your new house. And all the
concerts and sporting events you'll be able to sneak me into.
I
wish you nothing but the very best of luck.
I expect texts, emails, and pictures often. After the excitement wears off, come see me
and come see me often. There will be no
one here to replace you. Your seat in my
van will be empty.
I
love you so much, Cousin.
See
you when I see you...
